SPREADING

PAINT 🎨 &

SPILLING

BUTTER 🧈

BY.

INDRA PAYNE

Alina

🐰…………. What are some benefits of having you as my Black Swan life coach …?

What is your main focus as a coach.?

You talk about Narc-is-sism alot,

*what is Narc-is-sism.?

*What's a Trauma Specialist.?

*What's narcissistic abuse.?

*What are limiting beliefs. ?

*Why do you drink so much tea. ? 🍵

🐰- You remind me of uncle Iroh…

Why do you believe that we live in a simulation.?

Why do you work out so much.?

Why….?

Chapter 1

**Banana Orange Smoothie**

D. Indra Payne

👽… My main focus as a coach is to promote inner peace and clarity of the mind and spirit from within you. This could apply to any human-being that is breathing, but to be more specific… God wants me to focus my (skills-talents) on specifically 1 group of people so my focus would be trauma survivors of childhood abuse. (Sexual abuse) (physical abuse) (narcissistic abuse) (neglect) (childhood abuse)

Anyone that has a connection with any type of childhood abuse/trauma that affects them today as a teenager or adult I am your coach. We will do the inner work together ❤️ to help overcome the affects of your childhood trauma/abuse so that you can live a happier better life. Remember - messaging is 100% free - my current ig handle is.

@Lovemyblackswanlifecoach

If My intention of my focus resonates with you their is no point as to read anything further. The short story below is a fun short story of dialogue between myself and Alina. The name Alina replaces the name of my friend aswell as happens to be the name of my favorite artist 🎨 in the Genra of music. That being said, I'm always changing things Within the story. & it's not complete. My plan is to flood the story with eye 👁 opener information & aweness 1 step at a time. Now for the fun part -

👽… People always ask me whats a Narcissist.? Narcissism is essentialy a mental health disorder. Someone that has borderline NPD would be high on the scale because they have NPD.

NPD stands for narcissistic personality disorder. Narc-is-sism is a scale of low on the scale - to high on the scale.

When I am speaking about Narc-is-sism Im mostly always referring to someone who's high on the scale.

Romantically speaking lets establish & make 1 thing clear… I personally would never be in a romantic relationship with someone that is a (Vampire-narc-is-ist)… The reason is because Narcissists are users & abusers…

Even if She is a billionaire, I wouldn't sacrifice my health & wellbeing to have a relationship with a Narcissist. Health is wealth… If I am trying to establish a relationship with the person of my interest once I recognize that she is a Vampire, I mean Narcissist, that's the end of our relationship… Narcissists love those that praise, idolize, worship them & tolerate their abuse, manipulation, & lies… Someone that doesn't is of 0 interest to the vampire… Their are many different types of toxic people, even if someone isn't technically considered a Narcissist- toxic is still toxic. Some alcohol is stronger than others.

Narcissist are users & abusers, toxic people that draw their energy of life from the tree of confusion, spiritually speaking…

Narcissist meaning vampires are confused & 1 of the reasons being in a romantic relationship with them circulates the cycle of abuse is because of the vampires nature… Narcissist are confused & confuse those around them, especially honest kind hearted people like Jesus of Nazareth… That's 1 of the reasons in the Bible, B.i.b.l.e basic instructions before leaving Earth that God told Jesus aswell as myself to Seperate yourself from your hometown it will awaken you my son… That being said most people are unaware of Narcissism & narcissistic abuse…

👽… According to the (DSM-5) Diagnostic and statistical manual of mental disorders… The criteria of diagnosising N.P.D are as follows -

A-

(Persistent pattern of grandiosity, need for admiration, and lack of empathy. Present in various contexts across different social situations since early adulthood.)

B-

At least 5 of the following traits are present.

👽… 1 - Grandiose sense of self importance. 2 - Preoccupation with fantasies of unlimited success, power, brilliance, beauty, or ideal love. 3 - Believe that they are special and unique. (Believes that they could only be understood by or only associte with other special or high status people.)

4 - Needs for excessive admiration.

5 - Sense of entitlement.

6 - Lack of empathy. 1 thing all narcissists have in common is they all lack empathy. (Or at least healthy empathy. Sympathy and Empathy are two different things.)

👽… 7 - Interpersonally exploitative. Takes advantage of others to achieve goals. (Which is very easy for someone that lacks empathy.)

8 - Envy of others or believes others are envious of them.

9 - Arrogant and haughty attitudes and behaviors.

👽… Note: * The symptoms must be pervasive, and persistent, affecting multiple area's of the individuals life. * The diagnosis should not be made if the symptoms are primarily related to another mental disorder. For example Dexter from Dexter Original Sin is not classified as a narcissist. Dexter is classified as a Psychopath that clearly has narcissistic traits.

I admit sometimes I use the word Narcissist to much. Toxic is a more accurate way to describe toxic behavior.

Fun Fact Alina……. Chocolate 🍫 & Cocaine

both

Come from the same plant…

Chocolate comes

From

Seeds of the Cocoa Plant…

Cocaine comes from Leaves of the Coaca Plant.

Personally

I only take weed sometimes when it comes to

(Medicines's - Drugs)

Also… Alcohol lowers your Vibration… Which is

1 of the reasons I don't drink

Alcohol… That's

Just me…….. I don't judge though…

Everything vibrates Alina…

Every Living thing……

Plants…

Fruits…

Fish's…

Spiders…

Monkey's

Vegetables… 👽

Grasses…

Bushes…

Every thing living vibrates & is alive………

Which is why

No human-being or living

Being from the blade of grass

To

The Black Widow Spider

To

The Bumble-bee

To the Human-being

To the Killer Whale

Has more value then

The next……. Any other view is simply just

A

Misunderstanding….

Also…

what we eat is important…

The higher your vibration

The higher you vibrate…

Love ❤️ is the highest Vibration…

Fear, Grief, Shame, Disgust, Trauma… Are

The lowest Vibration's………..

Vibrations is such a interesting topic…

👽 Also…….

Every feeling & Emotion

We experience as humans beings are experiences…

Some experiences are pleasant some experiences are

Un pleasent… When we have these experiences we

Subconsciously & Consciously tell our selves stories

& beliefs… The more we tell ourselves these stories

& beliefs the more we build those muscles & habits

& beliefs & understanding's

About those stories & beliefs…

A body

N-Motion

Stays

N-Motion

E-Motions

N

Motion

Stays

N-Motion…………

Beliefs that we have about ourselves that

Don't serve us are called Limiting Beliefs…

Beliefs we have about ourselves that serve us

Are called Limitless Beliefs.

As an Example…… Pleasent experiences causes

pleasent beliefs…. Which is 1 of many

Reasons why

Love is the highest Vibration….

Love is the highest Vibration.

Also in Sanskrit there's 96

Understanding's

For the word Love.

In English there's Only 1……

Love is Honestly the Answer to so

Much… So much……

Also there's no such thing as

Good feelings or bad feelings…

feelings & emotions are 2 different things

Like (gold-silver) but when I say feelings in

conversations

Or emotions separately I mean both as do most

people. There's no such thing as Good or bad feelings

Including fill in the blank_______________.

(Feelings-emotions) are just data..

Data… When we experience the data we determine

if its good or bad based on many things…

1 of the ways we label them as good or bad is

The (feeling-emotion) of pleasant

Or

Unpleasant. Some unpleasant

(feelings-emotions-experiences) are

Trauma

Heart break 💔

Grief

Misery

Sadness

&

Sorrow

Lust

Fear

Shame

Pain… not just physical pain but

Overall

Emotional pain…

These experiences we label as bad but

They're just data……. It's just an experience…

That being said

Telling your self it's just

An experience will do you little good.

Good experience or bad experience…

Call it what you will, pain is pain…….

Love is Love… Also

Time Doesn't exist when it comes to

(Feelings-emotions)

Which is 1 of many reasons

…….. Time doesnt heal all

Wounds especially Trauma wounds & Grief,

We just learn to live with the pain. At the same

time Time does heal all wounds Especially

Trauma wounds

&

Grief………

👽What was the Question?

Alina 🐰 ……….. Coaching…

Darail 👽……………….. (Wright-right)

Coaching…………

By having regular sessions with me you're going to have a better sense of inner peace & have clear thinking, that's guaranteed… Say goodbye to a cloudy mind ☁️ & a cloudy heart 🖤 … I could end this quote on quote, short (story-description) right now but, that would be no fun…

Personally I believe if everyone has clear thinking & inner peace the world will be a better place… Sometimes people make decisions that cost them their lives, or decisions that spread to others like a deadly poison,

& I think to myself, I wonder what could Have influenced that person not to pull the trigger…?

Or what could have influenced that person to open their heart chakra 🌙 & not be in such a dark place…

👽………….

Your Black Swan life Coach

can help in many ways aside from having clear thinking, inner peace, & helping you open up your

heart chakra. 🖤 🌙

some include…

1… Healing from Within

2…Confidence

3… Counting your blessings…

(Comparison is the thief of joy)

4… Helping you Heal from (Toxic-Abusive-Narcissistic) Relationships…. Working with you in 1 on 1 sessions to help you overcome the affects of Narcissistic abuse…

5… Having Someone to Talk to

6… Purpose

7… Help you Gain Clarity with

fill in the Blank____________

8… Overcome Limitting Beliefs__ example__

__I'm not worthy, I'm bad, I'm unlovable__

Which is a major limiting belief people gain after

Having relationships with (Toxic-Narcissistic)

People…

Also most people who are in or have been

in abusive relationships didnt know & probably

still dont Know because abuse especially emotional

abuse is very hard to Identify &

recognizing the

Abuse/Toxicity/Trauma …

9… Motivation…

Fun Fact- In Hinduism/Buddhism

Nirvana is the Highest Spiritual state that

Can possibly be Achieved…

👽 ……….

Diss-ease is

a terrible disease to have…

Alot of Times people have so much Diss-ease of

The mind…

& don't even realize why, when, who, or why…

It can be as simple as…..

Example_ I just wanted

Someone who would

listen to & acknowledge me…

Or, Example_ I have a disregulated nervous

System & feel un-happy because

Of fill in the Blank___________

Or, Example_ I feel like I have so much

Diss-ease & I just Don't Know Why…

11… Helping you Identify Who, what, when, were

& why, when it comes to Having

Diss-ease

Empowering you to address the

Diss-ease

that

You recognize that you have….

That being said

The reason I say Client centered approach

Regardless of what the reason that

you the client have for wanting

a life Coach in your life is because

Know one knows you better

Then you know your self….. (Period)

Not me

not………. That person,

not (them-they,)

not your neighbors, not your lover

Not your parents….

You are the Expert of your own life just like

I, am the Expert of my own life…

My approach to Evocing

(Centerdness-calmness-inspiration-healing)

from within you

is Mostly being a Great LListener…

& Kind of Being Like A Mirrior

In your Blind Spots that shows you things

Within (your-them-selves) & around you that you

might not be able

To see fully…. I got your back… ☯️

Alina

🐰 Yeah…….

Having You in my corner

as a friend is Priceless, & I'm happy

That you took my advice & started Coaching.

……….. At first you was against it because you

Was having doubts about certain things, but once I explained

To you that

1

Life Coaches mostly Listen

&

2

Floyd Mayweather makes 50 Million

A night for boxing also has Trainers & Coaches…. His Coaches probably dont make 1% of 50 million… So literally anyone is a potential client.

He says he wouldnt be as great as he is with out the people in his corner.

Also Darail

As your friend, trust me

When I say,

most people dont have the mindset

that you have which is 1 of many

Things that makes you

such a great person to talk to…….

I've had years

Of

Talk Therapy & let me tell you, I'd

Rather talk to you any day of the Week…

Thank You my friend. ❤️

Soooooo…… What do you mean Spiritual Person Darail? You mean like Religious? Are you religious?

Chapter 2

***Marquise Diamonds, could even make that Tiffany jealous…

hmm***

Darail/Indra

👽Wow……. Thank you Alina…

Thanks for saying that & being a great friend

Aswell…

I'm not religious…

Learn alot from,

& understand religions

For what they are…

Religions are beautiful…

They're basically teachings of Peace & Happiness

Regardless of what the Religion is. Why people

Fight, Kill & War over These teachings,

I have no idea….. 👽Its probably because humans

aren't perfect

And not to far removed from the

Animal kingdom….. Humans are the biggest

Threat to all life on Planet Earth, but that's another

Conversation…

I have nothing against

religions or

religious

(doctrine-people.)

To me, some of the

🔑 Key differences between

Spirituality

& Religions are… Religions, mostly

seem to focus on a organized set of beliefs

& or practices shared by a community or group.

Spirituality seems to focus on a mind set of

understandings of peace,

purpose, the meaning of life,

& a deep connection with all life.

Plant life, animal life, human life,

life.

Religions

from my view point

(mostly) focuses on what is

believed, as opposed to what is

understood.

(Understand-youfeelme)…?

(Faith-beliving) is sometimes more important then understanding. There is no down side to a coin, both sides are (equally-important.)

I believe N

(Love-God)

&

(Peace-respect-faith)…

Chapter 3

***Indra's Light***

Amaterasu the Owl Spirit:

🦉🪶 “In the yoga world, a person's inner Highest-Self is the light within them…” In Sanskrit life Energy translates to the English word breath. Prana-yama in Sanskrit means control of Life Energy. Prana is essentialy (breath-life energy) Yama is control. Pranayama - Control of Life Energy.

Alina

🐰Safe to Express..?

Chapter 4

**Energie's With an S**

Indra

👽Of course,

you can do

whatever you want.

I've spoken to so

many beautiful

people, different

colors, shapes,

sizes.

Sex-workers,

dentist,

police officers,

artist's,

strippers,

teachers,

massuse's,

lawyer's,

yogi's,

all types of mu@#!-%rs

(humans-people.)

👽One thing that all of these

(Humans-person's)

share in common is,

1- they're all

(Human.)

2-

They always tell me they feel comfortable, because they feel like I'm not Judging-them.

Women especially.

3-

People,

Especially women,

Have always told

me since I was a

Child that I'm such

A great listener.

When I was 12

I

remember this

older (woman-girl)

that was 19-20

Which is such a young age…

But… To a 12

Year old 19-20 is old…

She would always ask me

to talk to her & It would be

Just,

me mostly just listening to her. She

would always tell me your such a

(great-good)

Listener. I was so confused at the

time because I (thought-said) It's not

That hard to listen.

Now that I'm older

I understand fully what she

Was saying. Especially the

Conversations about (Narcassist-vampires.)

LListening in it of itself

could be its own

(book-novel.) Let alone

(NPD - Narc-is-sism)

Sometimes…

Alot of Times…………

👽 During

(our-my)

(sessions-conversations)

(clients-humans-people)

say things like,

“I've never shared that with anyone… 👽… I'm not

Surprised that some people live

There entire lives feeling like

Is it safe to express???

At the same time I learned

along time ago,

that not everyone respects you

Or your time…

…………………

(People-humans)

will waste your (time-life)

If you let them.

Now to alot of people they might (say-think) what's the big deal its only (time-life.) Now (my-Indra's) response to those people is………

The May-Fly only lives for 1 day. 1 Day to do May-Fly

Stuff then it dies……. THE END…………..

Humans on average according to Google, lives

for 82.2 years on average…

We can just say 83 Summers…

Humans on average live for 83 summers then…

Guess what…? THE END…

83 Summers,

83 Winters,

83 Falls,

83 Springs….

83 Birthdays 🎂 🥳 🎉 🎈 🎁 🎊

83 years on average

then life

Is over….

Fun Fact:…… We, meaning humans

Live in the Milky-Way Galaxy…

The Andromeda galaxy is 2.5 Million

light years away From us humans…

A light year is a distance like how a mile

Is a distance…. If Humans could travel at the

Speed of light, it would take 1.3 seconds to get

To the moon 🌙 that's how fast light is…

It would take humans 2.5 Million years

To travel from Earth to the Andromeda Galaxy

If we traveled at the speed of light…

So what's 83 years in the grand scheme

of things…? 83 years is nothing….

We are Less then May Flies…

83 years is Nothing…

⏳️ We don't Get

foot-prints back

Alina

🐰Yeah I Know … Darail,

I've known you for 13

years, and I've never

met anyone like you.

You

seem to have some type

of enlightened energies

about you. You always

ask me random

Questions that gives me

goosebumps & such a

mix of emotions…

Thank you

(Indra-Darail).

You are definitely my weirdest friend, but in a good way.

One of the reasons from my perspective of

Why you connect with people not humans because humans sounds weird… Why do you have to refer to people as humans? Stop doing that,

you will thank me later love.

Your a human to.

Anyway, you have a conscious

Awakeness, your conscious

and most people are unconscious.

When we have conversations you

always make me feel like you understand.

Like your really listening. Remember when

you Explained to me what Love is…?

That was the first time I saw you for the first time…

I've known you for years before that day but for some

reason I never really noticed you… Even when we would be in the same room

you would always feel Like a

Wall Flower thats in there own world…

Almost Like your the only person in the room.

Anyway…………………….

Why do you always

stare at pictures of rocks and sand. There just rocks and it's just sand what's the big deal.

Wassup with you &

sand?

Maybe you are a

alien.

What's your fascination

with sand?

What's that about?

Chapter 5

**Biting Fruit

&

Footprints in the sand**

Indra

👽I don't have enough time to talk about stones

not rocks… You want to know something cool…

My audiologist told me that I have

Perfect hearing

for Tone & pitch…

She said that, in

10 years of her career,

only 6 ppeople have had perfect pitch…

According to Google… Only

0.01 %Percent

Of the population

has perfect hearing…

That would be like seeing a bunch of

colors & details

That most people dont see… Thats

1 of the reasons why I Love music so much…

👽 Anyway…………………………………..

Sand Is like…

Sand gives me perspective.

Would you like to know something interesting?

In the universe there are more planets

then there are blades of grass on planet Earth. There are more moons

then there are leaves on every plant and tree on planet Earth. The sun, which is a star, is so big, 1 million Earth's can fit inside it. The Biggest Star known,

UY SCUTI, is so big that 5 billion suns,

which is a star, can fit inside it. There are more stars in the universe then there are grains of sand on planet Earth. & Earth has a lot of fucking sand. Not a lot of sand, but a lot of fucking sand. Those are two different types of measurements of sand.

There are hundreds of billions with an s,

of stars and planets in a galaxy. Us, meaning humans, live in the Milky-Way Galaxy. In the universe, there are hundreds of billions with an s,

of galaxies,

with an s, each containing hundreds with an s,

of billions of stars and planets.

A galaxy is a cluster of billions upon billions upon billions of stars, planets, solar systems

with an s, & (gasses-dust) all held together by gravity. I could go on & on.

If I asked someone to count to just 1 billion without stopping to sleep, eat, or move, it would take roughly 33 years. Someone who isn't even 30 years young would still be counting if they started upon birth on second 1 of there birth and didnt stop for any reason.

Alina 🐰 Do you believe in

soul mates…?

Darail 👽 I believe souls mate all the time… Only when

it's Male & Female...

I believe our

(spirits-souls)

are like snow-flake designs. No

snow-flake

has the same design as another.

1 thing that I love about you is the way you say the word go.

You say

go as if its a

2 or 3

syllable word.

You say go'o'o,

like your climbing

(down-up)

a latter…….

It sounds like your

biting a fruit.

Alina 🐰 Maybe me and you are soul mates Darail..!

Sometimes when you look for something

it blinds you from being able to see

what's right in front of you.

Just relax, take a deep breath,

forget about the past, don’t think

about the future,

just be present.

Extend your consciousness

& Open your senses.

Being present is one of the hardest things for people to do.

Darail 👽Yeah maybe…

We are

soul mates in a way.

We are inter-woven like

prayer beads.

Would you like to know something Interesting. In the Bible, the word satan isn't actually the name of a person. (Ha satan) in Hebrew means the adversary, the adversary can be interpreted as an enemy or opponent. That being said an opponent isn’t always an enemy. Satan is a word to describe someone, like the satan or the satans with an s. Satans was a way to describe the enemy. They were known as the satans. Today in modern time, the satans, would be anyone who is clearly an enemy to you. The Abuser, user, freak, exploiter, serial killer, trickster, con-artist, even slanderous gossipers. Someone who's the enemy, the snake in the grass.

Snakes love bunny rabbits.

Especially abusers & users.

You are the perfect type of person that users & abusers are attracted to.

(Vampires-Narcissistic)

people love you for that reason.

Your like a

(vampires-Narcissists)

wet dream Alina.

That's 1 of the reasons why I'm so protective over you. Someone having

NPD & Someone being a Narcissist

Is 2 different things because of

The spectrum of Narcissism.

When I say Narcissist I'm almost

Always referring to someone who's

So high on the scale they're

Cancerous & Toxic. One thing to

Help me think of people in that

Category is to think of them as

Vampires, because Vampires

& humans are seemingly the same but 2

Different types of individuals…

I'm not implying anyone is (bad-good)

That's a matter of perspective for the most part

I'm just saying there's a difference between someone

Who is high on the scale of (Narcissism-Vampirism)

& Someone who is not……….

And to you………..

(Vampires-PeoplewithNPD) are the same as humans

because you don't know the difference. That being said your Nervous System knows the difference. Your Nervous System is like your 3rd brain.

Your Brain is 1 Brain.

Your Sex Muscle is another Brain.

Your Nervous System is like your 3rd Brain.

Now some people might say your brain brain is like

2 brains because there's Logic & Emotion.

Those people are correct but I just think of your

Brain Brain as 1.

Yin & Yang ☯️

Like 2 Coi Fish Swimming together…

………………………

Darail 👽…Alina.

Your so…… Such a

Emotional (person-spirit.) Alina..

It's like your

Emotion Dominant And I'm

Logic Dominant. Which in a way would make us 2

Completely different human beings in how we function

And see the world.

Aside from you being female and me being male.

Alina 🐰 If I was a snake I would be a cute snake, &, King Von is a serial killer, do you think I shouldn't listen to his music.?

Darail 👽Demon Von… I mean King Von is dope, I wouldn't want my child or loved one's hanging out with him…. However on a hip hop level he's

definitely one of the

most talented

(rappers-poets-artist)

that I've ever heard.

At the end of the

day

you can do

whatever you

want…………..

Personally I

Try to be mindful,

Of what I listen to but,

I’m always going to

Be a rap fan & fan of hip hop.

He's dope as an

artist the way he paints

his stories.

He even said in

Demon 😈 that

“If I tell you I love you,

I mean it (I mean it)

Whitey got killed (I seen it)

(I seen it) I was right there,

Still can't believe it (damn) Shit turned me

To a

d e m o n/demin

A

D e m o n…

Police ask me, I ain't seen nun’

Back to back hits like a rerun

Me and T. Roy was schemin/s c h e m o n…”

👽 So I can definitely have some

(empathy-understanding)

For him even if he was a serial killer. If that happened

To me at a young age Who knows What decisions

I would of made… Especially If it was

Someone who I really loved that was Killed

Right in front of me.

I'm not making excuses for murder & violence

I'm just saying we are all human……………………..

Shout out to Lil Reese,

Chief Keef,

R.I.P Fredo Santana,

R.I.P King Von

& If he is a serial killer

R.I.P all the people

that Von killed,

God Bless all there families,

the siblings of the victims, the heart broken mothers, 💔 the fathers, the friends….

You never no why

People do the things they do regardless of if it's

Demon Von 😈 or Someone you never heard of. In my

Own life I could of turned out to be a serial killer

Or fill in the blank if My circumstances in life

Would have been slightly different. So I just

Thank God that I didn't witness alot of death - trauma

And thank God that I am the (Person-Spirit)

That I am………… Anyone on Earth could be a

Completely different human being if…….

This didn't happen

Or that didn't happen

Or fill in the blank…………………….. Anyone…

Alina

🐰Do you really think I'm smart? I don't feel all that smart & your always talking about things I've never heard of.

Chapter 6

*** Synesthesia ***

Darail

👽 Yes I think your a

(genius.)

This is how I see it…

let's say a squirrel,

were to judge the intelligence

of a fish based on the

fish's ability to climb a tree.

The Squirrel would

understandably

believe

and think that the Fish 🐟

might not be that Smart,

and the fish 🐟

you Alina,

would be convinced by the

squirrel,

that you aren't that smart

at all.

How would that fish 🐟

live there life with that

limiting belief.?

Not knowing they're really a

(fish-genius.) 🐟 🐠 🐡

Fish don't climb tree's,

squirrels do,

not fish, find one

that does then call me

when you do.

Alina

🐰 I see…. There's different

ways to decide what's

Considered smart and

not smart. Like a person

whose a chef is smart

and so is the person paying

The chef to cook

(me-them-us) a meal.

Darail 👽 Exactly…

Another

reason

your a

(fish-genius) is because

your unique.

Your a individual.

There's only 1 Alina

Not 2.

Not only, are you a

genius

but,

you are…

A color, that I've

never seen before…

Like…

What are you..?

Chapter 7

**The Color of you**

🐰 Alina B.

Yeah… Same goes

to you..… Your definitely

a color that I've never seen

before Darail

What's your personal

biggest goal in life…?

Chapter 8

** Sour Kush & Coconut Water**

Darail

👽 To live life with the understanding that everyone and everything is sacred. Including plants and animals. It doesn't mean I like everyone. Especially toxic people. It's a awareness type of (experience-feeling-emotion.)

Would you like to

know something

interesting.?

The greek word angelos, translates to the English word angel. Angelos means messenger or heavenly-being.

(Angelos-angels) spoke to the humans & delivered messages, directly from the highest.

The highest

or so called Highest, in religions is called (Universal_Consciousness_God.) The Hebrew word malah, translates to the English word angel. (Malah-angel) in Hebrew, means (messenger-malah) or intermediary. Ancient spiritual teachings through-out the world including mainstream religions have had a messenger,

or messengers, with an s, that has always delivered (message-messages)

all through out recorded history of (man-woman-kind.)

The Ancient Astronaut Theory says replace the word (angels-malah) with (extraterrestrials-beings from other planets) and we have a completely different interpretation & (message-story.) The

(messeges) are often over looked & misinterpreted by (people-humans) understandably because humans aren't perfect.

To be perfect means, to not have (Khata-sin.)

In Hebrew, khata, means, to fail or miss the goal… So the question is 1, what is my biggest life goal? & now 2, what is khata, or to miss the goal? 3, What is the goal that humans shouldn't (fail-miss.)

& now 4 what is the message? Also (Mrs. Mr.) Jesus in Christianity was born without the Spirit of (Sin-khata) & was the embodiment of not (failing the goal-understanding that every living being from the blade of grass to the human being including the insects that clime ontop of the blades of grass is sacred beings) which is why (he-she) (was-is) perfect. In my opinion…

The message is,

every being, from the

bumble-bee 🐝

to the human-being,

plants,

all life on Earth

aswell as

out -side of Earth… Are

all

Divine-sacred beings

that should be

treated with honor and

respect,

looked at and

viewed as such.

Hinduism - says

Any other view

is simply just a

misunderstanding….

In the Hebrew B.i.b.l.e

(Christianity)

B.asic,

I.nstructions,

B.efore,

L.eaving,

E.arth,

on page 1,

meaning the very

1st-first page - says

a failure to do so

translates to a word

known as khata.

The Hebrew word khata,

means, to fail, or miss the goal.

In English, khata, translates to

a word called

sin.

A failure to see

people,

plants,

animals,

extraterrestrials,

(all beings-life)

as such is

(khata-sin)

missing the

human-goal.

This is on page # 1…

Not missing the goal,

through the

(eyes-ears-senses)

that I see and

understand the

(world-time-life)

is Honestly

my biggest life goal.

Any other view

is a misunderstanding.

👽 Aside from that…

That's another Conversation's

with a s…

Alina….. I have to go back to

(Omicron Persei 8…)

👽 Stay safe…

I love you, & God

Bless…

Alina 🐰 God Bless you to…

Darail… I love you

To…….

Chapter 9

**Moon Yagami & Misa Misa**

“I’ll try my hardest to make

you love me… ❤️ I promise”

Misa Amane.. Death Note

Chapter 10

**Studio Sessions**

*Gave love bout 100 tries*

Just running from the demons in your

mind, then I took, yours & made ‘em

mine

*I didn't notice cuz my love was blind*

Halsey… Without you

The End

If it feels good to you, it must be good for you. At the same time, not (everything-everyone) that feels good to you, is necessarily good for you.

Namaste-Thanks

My job is not to tell you what to do my friend… My job is to help you Have Clear thinking & Inner Peace/ & you will have clearer thinking aswell as a better sense of Inner Peace, thats guaranteed…….

Darail Indra Payne