SPREADING

PAINT 🎨 &

SPILLING

BUTTER 🧈

BY.

INDRA PAYNE

Alina

🐰When it Comes to being a Life Coach, being someone who identifies as a spiritual person. Being someone who is into Exercising, & yoga, & meditation, & writing, & dancing, & science, & art. Being a certified trauma specialist, Being someone who has experience with, & is informed about the toxicity of narcissism & narcissistic abuse aswell as everything else that your into & being the spirit that you are. What are some benefits of having you as my Black Swan life coach Darail…?

Chapter 1

**Banana Orange Smoothie**

Darail

👽That's a good question…It honestly depends on the intention

of the

(person-spirit-human)

that im

(speaking-listening) to.

That would be like asking…

What are some benefits

of eating healthy,

drinking healthy,

cutting out 95% of

Highly

processed foods from my diet,

exercising regularly,

Recieving a (nice-great)

Massage all day

from a bea..u.t.i..ful…..

Hmmmm… which 1… 👽

Russian/

Dominican/

Japanese/

👽 I'll go with all 3Three…………

…

relaxing,

smoking

Sour-Disel,

Watching

Dragon Ball Z,

Solo Leveling,

Naruto, Inuyasha, Bleach,

Death Note……

laying in bed all day

butt-naked while eating

Grapes 🍇 🍇 🍇

Stretching,

Stretching while smoking

Dancing

Dancing while smoking,

Getting a massage all day while smoking,

Drinking Coconut Water 💧 👽

Eating Chocolate…🍫

Real Chocolate not Fake Chocolate……..

There's a difference….

I want Real Chocolate………….. 🍫

Doing push ups,

kush ups,

sit ups,

lunges,

Planks,

side planks,

more lunges,

weed break…….. Inhale… Exhale…

Warrior 1,

Warrior 2,

Yoga….. Weed yoga/

Yeah… that's the stuff…

Fun Fact Alina……. Chocolate 🍫 & Cocaine

both

Come from the same plant…

Chocolate comes

From

Seeds of the Cocoa Plant…

Cocaine comes from Leaves of the Coaca Plant.

Personally

I only Smoke weed when it comes to

(Medicines's - Drugs)

Also… Alcohol lowers your Vibration… Which is

1 of the reasons I don't drink

Alcohol

&

don't plan to for the remainder of my life… That's

Just me…….. I don't judge though…

Everything vibrates Alina…

Every Living thing……

Plants…

Fruits…

Fish's…

Spiders…

Monkey's

Vegetables… 👽

Grasses…

Bushes…

Every thing living vibrates & is alive………

Which is why

No human-being or living

Being from the blade of grass

To

The Black Widow Spider

To

The Bumble-bee

To the Human-being

To the Killer Whale

Has more value then

The next……. Any other view is simply just

A

Misunderstanding….

Also…

what we eat is important…

The higher your vibration

The higher you vibrate…

Love ❤️ is the highest Vibration…

Fear, Grief, Shame, Disgust, Trauma… Are

The lowest Vibration's with an s………..

Vibrations is such a interesting topic…

👽 Also……. 1 of the reasons prophets and alot of

Holy figures in Religions with an s

Are forbidden to have pictures is because

(Pictures-images-paintings)

Influences us to use our imagination…

Our imagination can be triggered through our

5 traditional senses as an example:

Our sense of

Touch

Taste

Smell

Sight

Sound perception….

For example……………………..

Example… If I show someone a picture of a

Jackie Chan

An Asian person doing a flying kick

Might fill in the blank…

If I show someone a picture of let's say

If I show someone a picture of a women

Licking an ice cream, there dirty imagination

Might fill in the blank.. Or they might

Salivate because they want to

Lick a ice cream to… Every feeling & Emotion

We experience as humans beings are experiences…

Some experiences are pleasant some experiences are

Un pleasent… When we have these experiences we

Subconsciously & Consciously tell our selves stories

& beliefs… The more we tell ourselves these stories

& beliefs the more we build those muscles & habits

& beliefs & understanding's

About those stories & beliefs…

A body

N-Motion

Stays

N-Motion

E-Motions

N

Motion

Stays

N-Motion…………

Beliefs that we have about ourselves that

Don't serve us are called Limiting Beliefs…

Beliefs we have about ourselves that serve us

Are called Limitless Beliefs.

As an Example…… Pleasent experiences causes

pleasent beliefs…. Which is 1 of many

Reasons why

Love is the highest Vibration….

Love is the highest Vibration.

Also in Sanskrit there's 96

Understanding's

For the word Love.

In English there's Only 1……

Love is Honestly the Answer to so

Much… So much……

Also there's no such thing as

Good feelings or bad feelings…

feelings & emotions are 2 different things

Like (gold-silver) but when I say feelings in

conversations

Or emotions separately I mean both as do most

people. There's no such thing as Good or bad feelings

Including fill in the blank_______________.

(Feelings-emotions) are just data..

Data… When we experience the data we determine

if its good or bad based on many things…

1 of the ways we label them as good or bad is

The (feeling-emotion) of pleasant

Or

Unpleasant. Some unpleasant

(feelings-emotions-experiences) are

Trauma

Heart break 💔

Grief

Misery

Sadness

&

Sorrow

Lust

Fear

Shame

Pain… not just physical pain but

Overall

Emotional pain…

These experiences we label as bad but

They're just data……. It's just an experience…

That being said

Telling your self it's just

An experience will do you little good.

Good experience or bad experience…

Call it what you will, pain is pain…….

Love is Love… Also

Time Doesn't exist when it comes to

(Feelings-emotions)

Which is 1 of many reasons

…….. Time doesnt heal all

Wounds especially Trauma wounds & Grief,

We just learn to live with the pain. At the same

time Time does heal all wounds Especially

Trauma wounds

&

Grief………

That being said, I don't endorse, or incourage anyone to smoke marijuana because smoking isn't good for you…

👽What was the Question?

Alina 🐰 ……….. Coaching…

Darail 👽……………….. (Wright-right)

Coaching…………

My (goal-job-intention) is very simple.

My (job-intention-goal)

as the Coach, as your

black-swan life coach,

is to help you Have clear thinking. That is my goal / job / intention. By having regular sessions with me you're going to have a better sense of inner peace & have clear thinking, that's guaranteed… Say goodbye to a cloudy mind ☁️ & a cloudy heart 🖤

Personally I believe if everyone has clear thinking & inner peace the world will be a better place… Sometimes people make decisions that cost them their lives, or decisions that spread to others like a deadly poison,

& I think to myself, I wonder what could Have influenced that person not to pull the trigger…?

Or what could have influenced that person to open their heart chakra 🌙 & not be in such a dark place…

👽………….

Your Black Swan life Coach

can help in many ways aside from having clear thinking, inner peace, & helping you open up your

heart chakra. 🖤 🌙

some include…

1… Healing from Within

2…Confidence

3… Counting your blessings…

(Comparison is the thief of joy)

4… Helping you Heal from (Toxic-Abusive-Narcissistic) Relationships…. Working with you in 1 on 1 sessions to help you overcome the affects of Narcissistic abuse…

5… Having Someone to Talk to

6… Purpose

7… Help you Gain Clarity with

fill in the Blank____________

8… Overcome Limitting Beliefs__ example__

__I'm not worthy, I'm bad, I'm unlovable__

Which is a major limiting belief people gain after

Having relationships with (Toxic-Narcissistic)

People…

Also most people who are in or have been

in abusive relationships didnt know & probably

still dont Know because abuse especially emotional

abuse is very hard to Identify &

recognizing the

Abuse/Toxicity/Trauma …

9… Motivation…

Fun Fact- In Hinduism/Buddhism

Nirvana is the Highest Spiritual state that

Can possibly be Achieved…

Alina 🐰………. I disagree…

💋 (Sex-Tantra) is the

Highest Spiritual

State that Can possibly be

Achieved…

Diss-ease is a terrible disease to have………

Darail 👽………..Yes

I agree… Depending on…

👽…….. Many things…………………..

As above

So Below…

There's many ways to look

At it.…

The Infinity Castle & Bliss

& the Highest Spiritual state that Can possibly be

Achieved, has to do with your breathing… Breathing is very important… Sometimes I can see

Someone's intention by following there breath…

its kind of like every one has a hurricane of

leaves around them… Each leaf 🍃 represents

Something different…

like Time,

Emotions,

Directions,

Positions, Feelings….…

Anyway………

Our Breath in Sanskrit means life energy…. Most People don't value our breaths & the word breath because of a misunderstanding.

Our Breath is our Life-Energy… so you are not incorrect

Alina when you say (Sex-Orgasm) is the highest level of Spiritual Achievement. ✨️

However overall I feel like………………………….

👽 ……….

Diss-ease is………….

A terrible disease to have…

Alot of Times people have so much Diss-ease of

The mind…

& don't even realize why, when, who, or why…

It can be as simple as…..

Example_ I just wanted

Someone who would

listen to & acknowledge me…

Or, Example_ I have a disregulated nervous

System & feel un-happy because

Of fill in the Blank___________

Or, Example_ I feel like I have so much

Diss-ease & I just Don't Know Why…

11… Helping you Identify Who, what, when, were

& why, when it comes to Having

Diss-ease

Empowering you to address the

Diss-ease

that

You recognize that you have….

That being said

The reason I say Client centered approach

Regardless of what the reason that

you the client have for wanting

a life Coach in your life is because

Know one knows you better

Then you know your self….. (Period)

Not me

not………. That person,

not (them-they,)

not your neighbors, not your lover

Not your parents….

You are the Expert of your own life just like

I, am the Expert of my own life…

My approach to Evocing

(Centerdness-calmness-inspiration-healing)

from within you

is Mostly being a Great LListener…

& Kind of Being Like A Mirrior

In your Blind Spots that shows you things

Within (your-them-selves) & around you that you

might not be able

To see fully…. I got your back… ☯️

Alina

🐰 Yeah…….

Having You in my corner

as a friend is Priceless, & I'm happy

That you took my advice & started your Life Coaching

Journey……….. At first you was against it because you

Was having doubts about certain things, but once I explained

To you that

1

Life Coaches mostly Listen

&

2

Floyd Mayweather makes 50 Million

A night for boxing also has Trainers & Coaches…. His Coaches probably dont make 1% of 50 million…

He says he wouldnt be as great as he is with out the people in his corner.

Also Darail

As your friend, trust me

When I say,

most people dont have the mindset

that you have which is 1 of many

Things that makes you

such a great person to talk to…….

I've had years

Of

Talk Therapy & let me tell you, I'd

Rather talk to you any day of the Week…

Thank You my friend. ❤️

Soooooo…… What do you mean Spiritual Person Darail? You mean like Religious? Are you religious?

Chapter 2

***Gold Diamonds***

Darail

👽Wow……. Thank you Alina…

Thanks for saying that & being a great friend

Aswell…

I'm not religious…

I respect,

Learn alot from,

& understand religions

For what they are…

Religions are beautiful…

They're basically teachings of Peace & Happiness

Regardless of what the Religion is. Why people

Fight, Kill & War over These teachings,

I have no idea….. 👽Its probably because humans

aren't perfect

And not to far removed from the

Animal kingdom….. Humans are the biggest

Threat to all life on Planet Earth, but that's another

Conversation…

I have nothing against

religions or

religious

(doctrine-people.)

To me, some of the

🔑 Key differences between

Spirituality

& Religions are… Religions, mostly

seem to focus on a organized set of beliefs

& or practices shared by a community or group.

Spirituality seems to focus on a mind set of

understandings of peace,

purpose, the meaning of life,

& a deep connection with all life.

Plant life, animal life, human life,

life.

Religions

from my view point

(mostly) focuses on what is

believed, as opposed to what is

understood.

(Understand-youfeelme)…?

(Faith-beliving) is sometimes more important then understanding. There is no down side to a coin, both sides are (equally-important.)

I believe N

(Love-God)

&

(Peace-respect-faith)…

Chapter 3

***Indra's Light***

Amaterasu the Owl Spirit:

🦉🪶 “In the yoga world, a person's inner Highest-Self is the light within them…” In Sanskrit life Energy translates to the English word breath. Prana-yama in Sanskrit means control of Life Energy. Prana is essentialy (breath-life energy) Yama is control. Pranayama - Control of Life Energy.

Alina

🐰Safe to Express..?

Chapter 4

**Energie's With an S**

Darail

👽Of course,

you can do

whatever you want.

I've spoken to so

many beautiful

people, different

colors, shapes,

sizes.

Sex-workers,

dentist,

police officers,

artist's,

strippers,

teachers,

massuse's,

lawyer's,

yogi's,

all types of mu@#!-%rs

(humans-people.)

👽One thing that all of these

(Humans-person's)

share in common is,

1- they're all

(Human.)

2-

They always tell me they feel comfortable, because they feel like I'm not Judging-them.

Women especially.

3-

People,

Especially women,

Have always told

me since I was a

Child that I'm such

A great listener.

When I was 12

I

remember this

older (woman-girl)

that was 19-20

Which is such a young age…

But… To a 12

Year old 19-20 is old…

She would always ask me

to talk to her & It would be

Just,

me mostly just listening to her. She

would always tell me your such a

(great-good)

Listener. I was so confused at the

time because I (thought-said) It's not

That hard to listen.

Now that I'm older

I understand fully what she

Was saying. Especially the

Conversations about (Narcaccist-vampires.)

LListening in it of itself

could be its own

(book-novel.) Let alone

(NPD - Narc-is-sism)

Sometimes…

Alot of Times…………

👽 During

(our-my)

(sessions-conversations)

(clients-humans-people)

say things like,

“I've never shared that with anyone, not even my

(closest-friends, lover or family.”)

When I was a teenager & in my early twenties hearing people say that to me

Would still confuse me. It wasn't untill

My late twenties when a light bulb

💡 ✨️ Clicked on & I fully

understood What people ment when

They would tell me the things they

would Tell me about being a

(good-great) listener, &

Narcissism. I'm not

Surprised that some people live

There entire lives feeling like

Is it safe to express???

At the same time I learned

along time ago,

that not everyone respects you

Or your time…

Attention to alot of

people

Is a potent (drug-narcotic.) (People-humans)

That crave that (Narcotic-supply) especially

(humans-People) with NPD or Narciccists

Which is 2 vastly different things

Will get there (drug-supply-narcotic)

From whoever

Whenever……………………

(People-humans)

will waste your (time-life)

& consume all of your

Attention

& or life energies

With an s…. Energies with an s

If you let them.

Now to alot of people they might (say-think) what's the big deal its only (time-life.) Now (my-Indra's) response to those people is………

The May-Fly only lives for 1 day. 1 Day to do May-Fly

Stuff then it dies……. THE END…………..

Humans on average according to Google, lives

for 82.2 years on average…

We can just say 83 Summers…

Humans on average live for 83 summers then…

Guess what…? THE END…

83 Summers,

83 Winters,

83 Falls,

83 Springs….

83 Birthdays 🎂 🥳 🎉 🎈 🎁 🎊

83 years on average

then life

Is over….

Fun Fact:…… We, meaning humans

Live in the Milky-Way Galaxy…

The Andromeda galaxy is 2.5 Million

light years away From us humans…

A light year is a distance like how a mile

Is a distance…. If Humans could travel at the

Speed of light, it would take 1.3 seconds to get

To the moon 🌙 that's how fast light is…

It would take humans 2.5 Million years

To travel from Earth to the Andromeda Galaxy

If we traveled at the speed of light…

So what's 83 years in the grand scheme

of things…? 83 years is nothing….

We are Less then May Flies…

83 years is Nothing… To me, humans can spend

There time In Heaven or in Hell… Not everyone has the

Luxury to choose like Slaves for example but….

Most people have the Luxury to choose…

Most of the time we spend so much time

In Hell because of Diss-ease of the mind…

So yes Alina,

Diss-ease

is

a

Terrible

disease

to

have…

Which is why Choosing the time we spend with

People & the relationships that we have with

people is important…

Alot of Times

As an Example

we live in Hell, meaning our experience

In time seems Like Hell because of many reasons…

1….. The people

We are in relationships with…

2……. Loneliness…… Human beings

Are designed for Connection…

That being said……………………. Hmmmmm…

👽

To whomever is Reading This…. I DONT KNOW if you

Value your

(life-time) … But

I pray that you do

& God Bless You…

We only get 1 (Life,)

Don't let people waste your time

(_________)… Is what God

Tells me… So many people

Don't value there own )Life(. Let alone the

(Life) of

Others. I'm not Judging anyone, everyone has their

Reasons to why they do the things they do…

All I can do in my Experience is try my best to be In

Heaven meaning no Diss-ease, having

A sense of peace & happiness…

⏳️ We don't Get

foot-prints back

Alina

🐰Yeah I Know …

I've known you for 13

years, and I've never

met anyone like you.

You

seem to have some type

of enlightened energies

about you. You always

ask me random

Questions that gives me

goosebumps & such a

mix of emotions…

Thank you

(Indra-Darail).

You are definitely my weirdest friend, but in a good way.

One of the reasons from my perspective of

Why you connect with people not humans because humans sounds weird… Why do you have to refer to people as humans? Stop doing that,

you will thank me later love.

Your a human to.

Anyway, you have a conscious

Awakeness, your conscious

and most people are unconscious.

When we have conversations you

always make me feel like you understand.

Like your really listening. Remember when

you Explained to me what Love is…?

That was the first time I saw you for the first time…

I've known you for years before that day but for some

reason I never really noticed you… Even when we would be in the same room

you would always feel Like a

Wall Flower thats in there own world…

Almost Like your the only person in the room.

Anyway…………………….

Why do you always

stare at pictures of rocks and sand. There just rocks and it's just sand what's the big deal.

Wassup with you &

sand?

Maybe you are a

alien.

What's your fascination

with sand?

What's that about?

Chapter 5

**Biting Fruit

&

Footprints in the sand**

Darail

👽I don't have enough time to talk about stones

not rocks. The reason I seem that way is because… 1 of the reasons is

because

I have

Perfect hearing

for Tone & pitch…

My audiologist

told me in

10 years of her career….

Only 6 people

Have had perfect hearing

& all except 1

was around 18-19…

I was 28

When she told me that…

Perfect

Hearing

in my right and almost perfect hearing in my left…

1 tone away from perfect….

She says it's still considered perfect…. Also I wasn't in the best shape at the time… Or I could

of done better…

So… When I listen to people Speak,

Rap,

Sing,

Im really paying attention…

According to Google… Only

0.01 %Percent

Of the population

has perfect hearing…

That would be like seeing a bunch of

colors & details

That most people dont see… Thats

1 of the Reasons I Love music so much…

Susanna Hoffs from The Bangels is the first

Person I ever fell in Love with… I was 7 at the Time

When I heard The song

Walk Like an E-gypt-ti-an

Her Voice,

Her tone,

Her swag,

the way she rode the beat,

her look,

How I felt Listening to her Is

All that Inspired Love in my heart for her…

plus I can tell now that I'm an adult that

She has perfect (Pitch-hearing) also…

People with Perfect hearing are in a

different position… 🧘‍♀️ 🧘‍♂️ 🕉

Positions are Like…

Different positions

Affect people differently depending on the

position they're in… Positions are very important

my friend….

Im sure your thinking of something dirty

butt………….. (with 2 tt's…)

Positions is 1 of the Reasons why I love Yoga…

God Bless you Susanna Hoffs… If your reading

This, If the Universe guided you to read this…

My memories

Of you when I was 6/7 years old

(watching-listening)

to you on Tv 📺 is 1 of my favorite

Experiences of being a human being in the Life

that I've lived…. Love Is such a

Powerful Experience…

The thing about Love is… In English there's

Only 1 meaning for the word Love… ❤️

In Sanskrit there's

96… Love is Deep…

When I die If God Asks me….

What are your top 10 favorite memories?

Your definitely 1… 👽 Thank You…

Alina 🐰…………Sex is Deep

To…

Darail 👽…………Yes…

Sex is Deep to…

R.I.P………… Psalm Isadora ❤️

The Angel of Sex.

The word sex, in my mind is similar

To not being understood like the word breath…

👽 Anyway…………………………………..

Sand Is like…

Sand gives me perspective.

Would you like to know something interesting?

In the universe there are more planets

then there are blades of grass on planet Earth. There are more moons

then there are leaves on every plant and tree on planet Earth. The sun, which is a star, is so big, 1 million Earth's can fit inside it. The Biggest Star known,

UY SCUTI, is so big that 5 billion suns,

which is a star, can fit inside it. There are more stars in the universe then there are grains of sand on planet Earth. & Earth has a lot of fucking sand. Not a lot of sand, but a lot of fucking sand. Those are two different types of measurements of sand.

There are hundreds of billions with an s,

of stars and planets in a galaxy. Us, meaning humans, live in the Milky-Way Galaxy. In the universe, there are hundreds of billions with an s,

of galaxies,

with an s, each containing hundreds with an s,

of billions of stars and planets.

A galaxy is a cluster of billions upon billions upon billions of stars, planets, solar systems

with an s, & (gasses-dust) all held together by gravity. I could go on & on.

If I asked someone to count to just 1 billion without stopping to sleep, eat, or move, it would take roughly 33 years. Someone who isn't even 30 years young would still be counting if they started upon birth on second 1 of there birth and didnt stop for any reason.

Alina 🐰 Do you believe in

soul mates…?

Darail 👽 I believe souls mate all the time… But only when

it's Male & Female...

I mean on a soul

connection Level… I'm not going to

Express why I feel that way now but…..

What I will say now, is.

Beautiful is the word…

Beautiful

When our souls mate

I feel that your design Alina,

is the most beautiful design, and my favorite design out of every women that I've ever known.

I believe our

(spirits-souls)

are like snow-flake designs. No

snow-flake

has the same design as another.

The (emotions-feelings,) that I experience

when im with you is 1 of many reasons why I love you.

I learn more from you then you would probably believe if I really

(explained-expressed)

to you.

Another thing that I love about you is the way you say the word go.

You say

go as if its a

2 or 3

syllable word.

You say go'o'o,

like your climbing

(down-up)

a latter…….

It sounds like your

biting a fruit.

Alina 🐰 Maybe me and you are soul mates Darail..!

Sometimes when you look for something

it blinds you from being able to see

what's right in front of you.

Just relax, take a deep breath,

forget about the past, don’t think

about the future,

just be present.

Extend your consciousness

& Open your senses.

Being present is one of the hardest things for people to do.

Darail 👽Yeah…

Sometimes when you

speak to me

directly… I

Experience

so many things……

Your gaze forces

me to be

so present.

Its so intense, if I

describe it with 1

word,

the word is

time.

Eres una mujer

hermosa mi amor,

y tu tienes una

hermosa

Espiritu…

I just learned

something about

myself thanks.

Alina, I honor the

light, love, & spirit

within you

aswell as your

mind &

(body-temple.)

So yes we are

soul mates in a way.

We are inter-woven like

prayer beads.

Would you like to know something Interesting. In the Bible, the word satan isn't actually the name of a person. (Ha satan) in Hebrew means the adversary, the adversary can be interpreted as an enemy or opponent. That being said an opponent isn’t always an enemy. Satan is a word to describe someone, like the satan or the satans with an s. Satans was a way to describe the enemy. They were known as the satans. Today in modern time, the satans, would be anyone who is clearly an enemy to you. The Abuser, user, freak, exploiter, serial killer, trickster, con-artist, even slanderous gossipers. Someone who's the enemy, the snake in the grass.

Snakes love bunny rabbits.

Especially abusers & users.

You are the perfect type of person that users & abusers are attracted to.

(Vampires-Narcissistic)

people love you for that reason.

Your like a

(vampires-Narcissists)

wet dream Alina.

That's 1 of the reasons why I'm so protective over you. Someone having

NPD & Someone being a Narcissist

Is 2 different things because of

The spectrum of Narcissism.

When I say Narcissist I'm almost

Always referring to someone who's

So high on the scale they're

Cancerous & Toxic. One thing to

Help me think of people in that

Category is to think of them as

Vampires, because Vampires

& humans are seemingly the same but 2

Different types of individuals…

I'm not implying anyone is (bad-good)

That's a matter of perspective for the most part

I'm just saying there's a difference between someone

Who is high on the scale of (Narcissism-Vampirism)

& Someone who is not……….

And to you………..

(Vampires-PeoplewithNPD) are the same as humans

because you don't know the difference. That being said your Nervous System knows the difference. Your Nervous System is like your 3rd brain.

Your Brain is 1 Brain.

Your Sex Muscle is another Brain.

Your Nervous System is like your 3rd Brain.

Now some people might say your brain brain is like

2 brains because there's Logic & Emotion.

Those people are correct but I just think of your

Brain Brain as 1.

Yin & Yang ☯️

Like 2 Coi Fish Swimming together…

Those 2 Coi Fish are 1

There names are

Lucifera

&

L I g h t…

(The Angel - NOTE:) Indra…..

✍️ Write a story called

Lucifera & L I G H T

In that story I want you to

Paint a vivid story with extreme

Detail of what the difference is

Between Logic & Emotion…

Also remember to Spread the

Medicine within the Candy

Enough to Make it rated M.A

Use Gore & Love ❤️ & Use

Pictures… Words will not be enough.

Don't make it to fun or the

Humans will assume it's Entertainment.

That's the imbalance with the Bible.

The humans are missing the point.

Also rember your human also.

As above so Below………………………

Darail 👽…… Yes angel but… Right…

Asking angels questions is

Forbidden…… OK I will

The Angel: You was going to say what's the

Point there's already enough

Messages throughout the

World and what would be the point

If the humans are already missing

the point. Don't underestimate

Yourself. And Don't underestimate

Humans….

Darail 👽 Right. I forgot Angel's use Circular

Thinking. The Motion is different….

So there's a 3rd Fish… Interesting….

The third Fish is the Spirit…

Thank You… I'll Write a story Called

The 3 Coi Fish… 1 of the fish is

Emotion.

The other Coi Fish is

Logic. The other Fish is………

Something else… I can feel it but…

Describing it is another Task… The other Fish feels

Like a Channel like a frequency… The 3 Coi Fish swim

In harmony… I'm guessing that in Christianity they

Probably refer to this as the father son holy spirit.

I imagine because thousands of years has passed

Since that was written that by now there's a

mistranslation because of the thousands of years

That passed. In the telefon game 1 person says

something To the next then that gets repeated.

By the time it gets to the last person

It's a completely different (story-message.) The father

Son & holy spirit could be a interpretation of

Anything like the 3 Coi Fish… Which is 1

of the reasons you want

me to write it even though it's been written, spoken,

& depicted time & time again & will continue to

Even after I die……. I can kind of see the point

Now… Thank you.

Now back to you Alina.

Your so…… Such a

Emotional (person-spirit.) Alina..

It's like your

Emotion Dominant And I'm

Logic Dominant. Which in a way would make us 2

Completely different human beings in how we function

And see the world.

Aside from you being female and me being male.

Alina 🐰 If I was a snake I would be a cute snake, and I'm Russian American not Hispanic, I don't understand Spanish. King Von is a serial killer, do you think I shouldn't listen to his music.?

Darail 👽Demon Von… I mean King Von is dope, I wouldn't want my child or loved one's hanging out with him…. However on a hip hop level he's

definitely one of the

most talented

(rappers-poets-artist)

that I've ever heard.

At the end of the

day

you can do

whatever you

want…………..

Personally I

Try to be mindful,

Of what I listen to but,

I’m always going to

Be a rap fan & fan of hip hop.

He's dope as an

artist the way he paints

his stories.

He even said in

Demon 😈 that

“If I tell you I love you,

I mean it (I mean it)

Whitey got killed (I seen it)

(I seen it) I was right there,

Still can't believe it (damn) Shit turned me

To a

d e m o n/demin

A

D e m o n…

Police ask me, I ain't seen nun’

Back to back hits like a rerun

Me and T. Roy was schemin/s c h e m o n…”

👽 So I can definitely have some

(empathy-understanding)

For him even if he was a serial killer. If that happened

To me at a young age Who knows What decisions

I would of made… Especially If it was

Someone who I really loved that was Killed

Right in front of me.

I'm not making excuses for murder & violence

I'm just saying we are all human……………………..

Shout out to Lil Reese,

Chief Keef,

R.I.P Fredo Santana,

R.I.P King Von

& If he is a serial killer

R.I.P all the people

that Von killed,

God Bless all there families,

the siblings of the victims, the heart broken mothers, 💔 the fathers, the friends…. And because I like his

Music and I'm a hip hop head…… You never no why

People do the things they do regardless of if it's

King Von or Someone you never heard of. In my

Own life I could of turned out to be a serial killer

Or fill in the blank if My circumstances in life

Would have been slightly different. So I just

Thank God that I didn't witness alot of death - trauma

And thank God that I am the (Person-Spirit)

That I am………… Anyone on Earth could be a

Completely different human being if…….

This didn't happen

Or that didn't happen

Or fill in the blank…………………….. Anyone…

Alina

🐰Do you really think I'm smart? I don't feel all that smart & your always talking about things I've never heard of.

Chapter 6

*** Synesthesia ***

Darail

👽 Yes I think your

(beautiful-genius.)

This is how I see it…

let's say a squirrel,

were to judge the intelligence

of a fish based on the

fish's ability to climb a tree.

The Squirrel would

understandably

believe

and think that the Fish 🐟

might not be that Smart,

and the fish 🐟

you Alina,

would be convinced by the

squirrel,

that you aren't that smart

at all.

How would that fish 🐟

live there life with that

limiting belief.?

Not knowing they're really a

(fish-genius.) 🐟 🐠 🐡

Fish don't climb tree's,

squirrels do,

not fish, find one

that does then call me

when you do.

Alina

🐰 I see…. There's different

ways to decide what's

Considered smart and

not smart. Like a person

whose a chef is smart

and so is the person paying

The chef to cook

(me-them-us) a meal.

Darail 👽 Exactly…

Another

reason

your a

(fish-genius) is because

your unique.

Your a individual.

There's only 1 Alina

Not 2.

Not only, are you a

genius

but,

you are…

A color, that I've

never seen before…

Like…

What are you..?

Chapter 7

**The Color of you**

🐰 Alina B.

Yeah… Same goes

to you..… Your definitely

a color that I've never seen

before Darail

What's your personal

biggest goal in life…?

Chapter 8

** Sour Kush & Coconut Water**

Darail

👽 To live life with the understanding that everyone and everything is sacred. Including plants and animals. It doesn't mean I like everyone. Especially toxic people. It's a awareness type of (experience-feeling-emotion.)

Would you like to

know something

interesting.?

The greek word angelos, translates to the English word angel. Angelos means messenger or heavenly-being.

(Angelos-angels) spoke to the humans & delivered messages, directly from the highest.

The highest

or so called Highest, in religions is called (Universal_Consciousness_God.) The Hebrew word malah, translates to the English word angel. (Malah-angel) in Hebrew, means (messenger-malah) or intermediary. Ancient spiritual teachings through-out the world including mainstream religions have had a messenger,

or messengers, with an s, that has always delivered (message-messages)

all through out recorded history of (man-woman-kind.)

The Ancient Astronaut Theory says replace the word (angels-malah) with (extraterrestrials-beings from other planets) and we have a completely different interpretation & (message-story.) The

(messeges) are often over looked & misinterpreted by (people-humans) understandably because humans aren't perfect.

To be perfect means, to not have (Khata-sin.)

In Hebrew, khata, means, to fail or miss the goal… So the question is 1, what is my biggest life goal? & now 2, what is khata, or to miss the goal? 3, What is the goal that humans shouldn't (fail-miss.)

& now 4 what is the message? Also (Mrs. Mr.) Jesus in Christianity was born without the Spirit of (Sin-khata) & was the embodiment of not (failing the goal-understanding that every living being from the blade of grass to the human being including the insects that clime ontop of the blades of grass is sacred beings) which is why (he-she) (was-is) perfect. In my opinion…

The message is,

every being, from the

bumble-bee 🐝

to the human-being,

plants,

all life on Earth

aswell as

out -side of Earth… Are

all

Divine-sacred beings

that should be

treated with honor and

respect,

looked at and

viewed as such.

Hinduism - says

Any other view

is simply just a

misunderstanding….

In the Hebrew B.i.b.l.e

(Christianity)

B.asic,

I.nstructions,

B.efore,

L.eaving,

E.arth,

on page 1,

meaning the very

1st-first page - says

a failure to do so

translates to a word

known as khata.

The Hebrew word khata,

means, to fail, or miss the goal.

In English, khata, translates to

a word called

sin.

A failure to see

people,

plants,

animals,

extraterrestrials,

(all beings-life)

as such is

(khata-sin)

missing the

human-goal.

This is on page # 1…

Not missing the goal,

through the

(eyes-ears-senses)

that I see and

understand the

(world-time-life)

is Honestly

my biggest life goal.

Any other view

is a misunderstanding.

👽 Aside from that…

That's another Conversation's

with a s…

Alina….. I have to go back to

(Omicron Persei 8…)

👽 Stay safe…

I love you, & God

Bless…

Alina 🐰 God Bless you to…

Darail… I love you

To…….

Chapter 9

**Moon Yagami & Misa Misa**

“I’ll try my hardest to make

you love me… ❤️ I promise”

Misa Amane.. Death Note

Chapter 10

**Studio Sessions**

*Gave love bout 100 tries*

Just running from the demons in your

mind, then I took, yours & made ‘em

mine

*I didn't notice cuz my love was blind*

Halsey… Without you

The End

If it feels good to you, it must be good for you. At the same time, not (everything-everyone) that feels good to you, is necessarily good for you.

Namaste-Thanks

My job is not to tell you what to do my friend… My job is to help you Have Clear thinking & Inner Peace/ & you will have clearer thinking aswell as a better sense of Inner Peace, thats guaranteed…….

Darail Indra Payne